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Felt like updating this ish for no real reason whatsoever other than I'm rather bored and have a wako (like Texas) sleep schedule, so whateryagonnado.
I never update this thing anymore, but I remember how much fun it always is going back and reading, however, my life has been rather boring as of late, especially being unemployed and generally trying to not spend TOO much money. Things have been picking up as of the past couple months tho, some for good and some kinda lame. I'm done with my undergrad, and I'm kinda upset that I spent my time doing marketing. I was pretty amped for a while, and at least I have a degree, but mkt was not exactly what I expected, so I'm going to go back for an MBA in finance, this time I really know what I'm getting into and can see past a 17 old's rash decision, but honestly, it has me thinking. You decide for the most part how you want to spend the rest of your life when you are 16 years old...wtf. It really makes you wonder how society works with random choices, you can't smoke till your 18 but you can choose your future...hmmm...idk. I'm either going to go back this August or next.
Over the past year or so I've taken an almost complete 180 on my political views, in general. I never was a liberal, but I'd side with a lot of their economic policies, but wow, I was a fool. I won't go into too much depth, b/c I know what I believe, but switching my opinion on a lot of things in politics has gotten me thinking about a lot of personal things. It was like a eureka moment one day, too difficult to explain, probably won't come out right, but yeah... Only a fool won't admit when he/she was wrong.
I randomly started eating sushi weekly, it used to be something I hated, but you learn to love it. We have like 6 or so people and its pretty cool getting to actually know long time acquaintances. The other night was really cool, the actor Bokeem Woodbine was randomly at Wahada, after much deliberation, Justin mustered the courage to go ask if it was really him...lol. Staying with this light tempered look on life, I can't believe how long I went without and mp3 player. Guess its just a case of you can do without as long as you don't know better.
On a not so light note, why is my family so crazy? I tell you what, if I could juggle and the nuttiness into one heap, I might actually understand what normality feels like. I can't REALLY complaing, and when reading back especially, this isn't and EMO post, but sometimes I have to just kick it back in the chair, stop, think, and just smile to myself about the whole situation. I feel like 'the comedian', it has to all be a joke right, people can't really be that dumb and get that excited over stupidities, can they? and for that matter, why do I let things get to me so easily, and for that matter, I need to learn to let stupidities go. I mean, I can handle a large share of dumb and ignorance, but things that bug me, I need to not take so serious and I need to work on not procrastinating as much, and trying to do everything with a joyful heart, like the Bible says. Maybe if I do things with a good attitude I'll be better of and help others simultaneously, too bad there isn't a magic button to change things you don't like...if only. Also, why is so damn hard to not gossip about people, you know what started as a little innocent joking habit, has quite possibly gotten out of control. I have to catch myself a lot, mostly failing of course.
Ah well, long story short wrap up version of the last couple months/maybe years since i posted. HERE GOES
1. sushi owns
2. ipods, itunes, iphones are the shit
3. my family (for the most part) is laughably crazy, on both sides might I add, since I finally met my dad's side
4. I'm way to lazy for my own good
5. It could always be worse
6. Being unemployed is only fun if you're rich
7. Exercising is great
8. Try to look at yourself from and outside perspective.
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[27 Sep 2008|01:18am] |
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So today was pretty good, went to school had fun. Taking a few religion classes and its pretty funny, most of these scholars talk about how its hard to believe the writings with all the contradictions that they make etc...but I tend to believe that it just further confirms everything that I believe to be the truth. Anyway, went to work and Brad just started again today since Bob's mom finally decided to sign his paper, it was def fun catching up. Learned a lot today, words to the wise: If you format a new computer make sure install all the drivers, Michael my world religion teacher is cool b/c he shares my view that Nickleback's best song is "animals" and black people can not be racist. Who'd a thunk it.
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[18 Sep 2008|05:42pm] |
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so old Bob finally got the axe. At least they let him resign, but he already got a new job across the street...man were our bosses pissed, obla dee obla daa.
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So yeah, 11 days going strong with no power, and it's just as miserable as you might imagine. Mainly school being the thing that really makes its it all a severe pain the in the ass. Anyway, been feeling pretty emo lately, should be in a better mood in a few days. Work sucks, I really, really, really hate one of my bosses, and I'm pretty sure my other boss that I'm supposed to report things to is a woman as well, and I'm fairly certain she's sharing "confidential" information among women, so now things could get even lamer. Just gotta keep my eye on the prize, 4 more or so months of this non sense and I 'should' be home free, or at least free of the morons that I have to call my superiors.
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[26 Aug 2008|08:27pm] |
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I tell you WHAT. Its only the second day of school and I can already feel the lameness beginning to peeks it pitiful head around the corner. I really really really need to do well this semester to make the push to grad school and I can honestly say that trying to be an "A" student really sucks. I can only find about 3 hours every evening when I can do what I want to do rather than just reading or writing something up. I guess I'll be force to do the unthinkable and actually start getting up early to try and accomplish something, mainly workout or jog, before school. This whole wake up early thing is gonna be rough, and it probably won't work, but I guess there's only one way find out...
On a more personal note, Lesley, this lady that used to work across the hall has been moved to our office and we have yet another boss, as if 3 wasn't enough. Anyway, she's starting to become a pain in the ass. From her stupid ass down syndrome red-neck way of speaking, to thinking she's ms hotness, to her constant aggravation to go do work in a way not to offend anyone and try to be their friend, this woman just bugs the shit out of me. Sorry, but no matter how much you try to be someone's friend, if all you're really doing is annoying them it isn't going to work. We all know her job is not needed and under qualified for the job. She's been moved around more than anyone in our building so it's no secret that she's just filling a spot and they don't really fire people unless the mess up pretty badly, so I don't see why she can't just accept that and leave us the alone.
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| Bout midway through two souzand and 8. |
[25 Aug 2008|10:11pm] |
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I begin this letter on a very positive note. I've been officially drug free for almost three months now and "dammit it feels so good". Summer is also over, so obviously this was the start of the Fall 08 semester which is GREAT news for me since its my last semester 'till I gear my freakin degree. As much as I don't really like school, its a necessary evil in today's world so I think I'm going to start studying for the GMAT and try to get into the MBA school. Hopefully I can get my gpa where it needs to be since I goofed off a bit >.>
To continue on this happy note Mike, Jeff, and I made a trip to Houston and stayed at Khary the Greats house, (dipset). Jeff randomly got a ticket from the most Joe Coon Ass porker cop in vinton, man was he pissed. Played some SF4 at PZ for bout an hour followed by some awesome chinese food from Timmy Chans. Had to drink so de-greaser after that cess pool though, why does it have to taste so good. Khary's house was warm as a mofo, maybe it was just b/c house is secretly and igloo. Saturday we had guest apperances by none other than Speed's long lost brother Racer X who might I add lives out in BFE. It was too funny when we got there and Khary started raiding old boy's house for food and drink, like he had been held in a prison camp or something. Khary's cousin Jason all came visit and we went to that galley and eat sushi that night. I hope no one finds out, but I actually enjoyed eating the sushi and have actually been craving it, wtf. After all it is alot of fun to eat, still not my favorite thing to eat, and caviar still tastes like shit, but for some strange reason its appealing. Sunday finally rolls around and we get this goofy "ticket" from a security guard by the galley, it pretty much speaks for itself* BTW, Jeff's car is blatantly blue, not purple err purpil. All I can really say that is the civil service exam must be insanely easy.
So its that time of the week and I'm going to start working out AGAIN, haven't run in about a week. I need to devise a fool proof plan of limiting myself on how much I eat, actually going out and running or w/e is the easy part. Anyway, posse out and all that Jazz. I'ma try to keep up with this LJ a little more, if not just for myself, I know it provides entertainment for some, I know I always got a kick out of nosing about in other people's daily lives.
HERE LIES THE 'TICKET'
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This thing is pretty much dead, but yeah, something happened then other day that was too damn funny to just be washed away in time. Misha and I were eating at Inga's and there was this goofy old guy w/ leg socks and Misha and I were laughing at this guy. Well, ironically enough he walks up to me and puts his hand on my shoulder and says, "I found out then new definition of a lesbian. Its a horny girl who's too ugly to get a date." I laughed so hard, and thought of dumb and dumber quote, "old people, although slow and dangerous behind the wheel, can still serve a purpose." So funny, you forgot sometimes that old ppl were young and obviously still dirty.
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[18 Oct 2007|09:29am] |
So yeah, I check this thing almost everyday...even though the only person who I ever see post any more is Stone. But yeah, things have been looking up for the most part in my neck of the woods. Work and school are still lame, but the end is in sight and boy am i READY. I've got 21 hours left after this semester, so unfortunately I'll have to spread it out to another year, but the last semester will be 6hr, haha, EZ.
Taryn, if you read this. Next semester, if you'll be graduating in may possibly, we have to go find our classes on last time, for old times sake. Also, I need to give you peeps a call, its been a while since we spoke....I'll take the blame. =D
There is something else I want to say, but as of now I'm drawing a mad blank. EHHHH, w/e. If you happen to be a troll like me and you do actually read this. Post up and lemme know how things are goin fer ya.
Danielle. I will make it out to the restuarant!!!
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[28 Jul 2007|11:25pm] |
I dont post in this thing too much anymore. My life right now is pretty much at a stalemate w/ all the crazy garbage going on. I'm in the process right now of trying to save as much moolah as possible. I work, school during that time(summer is def not that time) and play games mostly. Life is pretty lame to say the least. I've got my bro, his wife and a NEW baby living w/ us...as his the other three he didnt raise we're enough kids. I think my mom is on the verge of insanity, and my dad stays so pissed off all the time its unreal. He's not really and angry guy, but when he vents he means business. In fact, he was so worked up today on the job that when I got there he had almost finished by himself and didnt stop complaining about the situation for quite sometime.
Idk, for the most part I try not to let things aggravate me, but I'm beginning to think my family is a lost cause. Would a little peace for ONE SOLID YEAR be that much to ask for. Ever since I can remember one of my bum siblings if bugging the shit out of us and never giving and peace. YOu know that your in trouble when the youngest child will be more stable in life before the 3 older kids. It's pretty sad when family visits are a chore more than enjoyment...sigh, if only we were rich.
*whine* *cry* etc...but damn, normality in life would be frekin awsome. Sometimes I wonder why things like this happen to people. Not just myself that is, good people, who just repeatedly get shit on. Do we really deserve this?
On a lighter note, me and my co-workers busted a guy on gay.com at work. It was pretty hilarious.
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hahahahahahhaha, should be a good day
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LOL, man my job is a riot. Dont get me wrong, I hate it, but it's pretty damn funny sometimes when you grow up to see the things that some ppl do w/ their lives. For instance, two off my bosses are PROFFESIONAL BABYSITTERS, and nothing more. Except the y dont really babysit all that well, they just kinda sit there and bark out orders, to be honest, they're a couple of lazy fucking bums. One boss watches soap operas all day and talks on the phone w/ her friends while the other one plays on his computer and makes fishing lures. The best part is that when all the "kids w/ no work ethics who dont even have a real job" are off at school no work gets completed. I wonder, what do my bosses get paid for again? and why do they make more than me? oh yeah, its the state, a bunch of effin crooks. At least we have one boss that works, pretty funny when he complains about their laziness, but its basically the same thing w/ the ppl right above him. A word to the wise from my expirience, dont work in the public sector unless you are starvin. that is unless you like being treated like shit on a daily basis and extremely unappreciated, AND if you like getting blamed and false accused ALOT. So, today we have this 'mandatory meeting" lawl. Man...if that job wasnt such a joke, I'd quit.
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[01 Jan 2007|01:32am] |
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someone shoot me plz!!
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[13 Dec 2006|02:38am] |
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so here i am on the verge of pulling an all nighter in preparation of my three tests over the next two days and the only thing I can think about is all the stuff I play to do after school is over. I've got big plans...well to me anyway...and hopefully they will come to fruition...what a gay word...fruition. Man...ISDS test on thursday is sending shivers down my spine already. Hopefully i can be a beast and get an A on the test, that would own.
All emo aside, sometimes I sit back and think of past choices, alot right now because it's waaaaaaaaay more interesting than studying, but why couldn't I have just seen things or done things when the opportunity arose...trust me, ignorance is not always bliss.
lastly, to all my friends, see you guys saturday night, it's been far too long since I've made contact with the outside world.
Oh yeah, and KRISTA, if you still read this thing, I would expect no less than a 4.0 this semester and my bet still stands! We should do lunch, this time i'll come x_X ....maybe...
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[30 Oct 2006|07:37pm] |
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The good ole journal. I probably should write..err type, idk more often, but there really isnt much that goes on these days. School pretty much destroys any chance of fun. I'm slavin' away with pops all weekend, yesterday was kinda funny tho. I swear we dont give bugs enough credit. Some fly harrassed me all day long, I didnt even think that was possible. The stupid thing started pestering me at lunch until we left for the day. I have test on friday, so I'll be hittin the books pretty hard. I kinda wanna do something this weekend, somebody holla.
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[28 Sep 2006|12:41pm] |
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Man, thank God school is just about halfway finished for the semester. LOL, I'm so sick of it already, not to mention I feel like the walking dead, to steal a quote from my brother. Hmmm, I have a test tomorrow and then it should be pretty smooth sailing for a couple of weeks.
Ha, it was funny, I haven't posted on this thing in so long i forgot my password, I guess I could post more, but does anyone really want to read my day to day activities, sadly yes, b/c ppl like myself are nosy for the most part. But, all that aside, nothing really really interesting has happened lately. Oh yeah, i need to start running again, i just need to find the right time. Personally I like running in teh afternoon, but I'm always stuck at school in the day and by the time i get home it's like after 5, so yeah, and as for the mornings, I'm late enough everywhere already....
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[16 Aug 2006|11:02pm] |
A word of advice to all who hear my words(or read in this case). STAY IN SCHOOL!!! ha!! All kidding aside tho, stay in school. I've been working 4 days out of each week, 7 days a week almost for the entire summer, and man, working hard in the sun is for the birds. Today we went to Gonzales and at a certain point I felt like I was gonna die it was so hot. But this isn't to complain, just to warn.
So anyway I'm goin to see Snakes on a Plane friday, T said she was done, plus a million ppl from work, so anyone who wants to come SHOULD!!!! it's gonna be the worst movie ever, hopefully i'll get some laughs tho.
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| Parents = Hell |
[08 Aug 2006|11:39pm] |
Sigh....I don't even know where to start. We'll I"m going to make this quick...as possible. I never was fond of taking vacations w/ my folks b/c they do a lot of lame things, and as I susspected this time is has been no different at all. We drove 900 MILES to cincinnati to watch baseball games. I got cramped in a car, and purposely only slept 2 hrs the night before in hopes that I might sleep all the next day, it kinda worked....the trip was lame. period.
Basically, about all I got out of this trip is a headache, sunburn from the hot daytime games, and back pain from randomly falling asleep in the car this afternoon. I feel kinda bad cause I don't want to sit here and bag on my parents, but I can't help that I didn't have a good time.
...man my back hurts.
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So it's the night b/f we head out for the trip. Hope I don't have to shoot myself in the face while slowly dying of boredom on the waaaaaaaay to long car ride. Can't believe my peeps actually enjoy riding. Oh well, tty(yall)l , peace out until next week.
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